Angry!!
WE ARE NOT FRIENDS !!! I told this bitch that FOUR time in one day yyet this bitch STILL wont leave me alone ! Its so frustrating when someone cal say so mant heartless things about you , yet they are your friend? I dont get it. No real friend of mine would EVER say some shit like that you back stabbing bitch ! AND IF THESE BLACK PEOPLE DONT TURN DOWN THEIR VOICES OUTSIDE MY DAMN WINDOW IM GONNA GO INSANE !!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!
waiting for the sun.
Im so sick of this shit! Im so tired of constantly being mistreated and having to bite my tounge. It seems like everyone just has something rude to say and im so tired of it. You cant say Im talking shit because everything i have said to someone else i said to you FIRST! so dont act like im phoney and talking shit. i was am nothing but loyal to my real friends.
Im so sick of being a stranger in my own home, i feel like my words are irrelevent to everyone. This is starting to make me anxious about everyrthing. Everytime im alone i think of all the things that make me angry that i have been holding in and it just makes me even more mad!
Im not an angry person i just have zero tolerence. one of these days all my anger will come out and it will unleash like beasts!! the day is near.
on other news i feel like someone good may be coming in, slowley but surly they are getting closer to me and it seems to put my mind at ease. but a small part of me feels like its not gonna last long but as of now i am happy and so are they :)
there is a storm on its way but with every storm the sun will shine in the end :)
About me
Im Justin, i dont let anyone tell me who i am or what im supposed to do i tell you! No one controls me i do what i want. people like to think im misunderstood when in all reality im just a bitch. I care most about my family and friends i have never had real love just every other fucked up version of it. Its ok though its all part of this little game called life and no matter how hard i fall, i will get back up because i hate to lose. :)
